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Mar. 9th, 2026 08:09 pm
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I've had to bail on book club tonight, because of a bad tummy ache, a slight fever, and an overwhelming urge to lie down. I don't know whether to blame the time change, random viruses, or just business as usual. It's too bad, because today was a really beautiful and warm day, and tomorrow it will rain and get cold again for awhile. Meanwhile, I am holed up with a glass of ice water and a lot of pillows. Better luck tomorrow.

Shoulda stood in bed

Mar. 9th, 2026 07:38 pm
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Firefly and Rook did their best to get me to go back to bed this morning, but I was adamant.

Well. My weather-delayed CookUnity order arrived five minutes ago, and all the meals, of course, are "use by 3/11." So, I'm guessing I'll find out how well a couple of these freeze.

The ice packs were still solid and the meals are cold, so I'm guessing they'll be OK to eat.

Today was not the most productive day ever. I should actually have gone back to bed this morning, but I fixed that by taking a two hour nap. Still not feeling top o'the world, but at least I'm less weepy.

Tomorrow, is Errands, finishing up with needlework.

The ice in the driveway is gone, just in time for the temps to plunge into the high 30sF on Wednesday. Now, I need to figure out what parts of this enormous, but extremely well-insulated, box are recyclable.

On that note -- everybody have a good evening. I'll check in tomorrow.


Timely Notes

Mar. 8th, 2026 09:47 am
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Where were we?

Ah. Sunday. Time Change Day. I Ignored All The Advice, and went to bed late last night, because magic show, and slept past the new-normal waking time of 6 am by the Old Clock to 7 am OC, putting me well behind Everything.

For Calibration Purposes, it is as I write this sentence 9:21 am New Clock.

May I just say that it's a good thing I don't have to leave the house tomorrow. Or today.

Weather is currently cloudy, drizzly, and warm. I'm hoping today will be the coup for the ice field at the bottom of my front steps. I need to do something about that, though Exactly What escapes my imagination at the moment -- it forms every year and it's a death trap, getting deathier and trappier the older I get.

Last night's magic show was enjoyable. I did meet the magician very briefly as he toured the house before-show, in his melant'i as "stage manager". I had somehow failed to understand that I had a seat in the Very First Row, odd-side. I was in sort-of the middle, with a family of three sitting to my left and filling out the row.

The "stage manager" stopped by, hunkered down in front of our "group" of four, and asked us for our help. It seemed that a big part of Michael's show was telepathy-based, including calling cards that people were thinking of. The Ace of Spades, according to the "stage manager" had been coming up in people's thoughts just way too often, and our help was solicited in thinking about other cards.

He then pulled out a deck of cards, fanned them and offered them to me. "Pull a card, look at it, but don't show it to anybody -- put it inside the folds of your brain and just really think about it hard. Then give the card back to me. OK? OK!"

I chose a card (the ten of spades; I believe my prohibition against sharing that information expired at the end of the show), assured the "stage manager" that I had it firm in my mind, and he repeated the exercise with the people to my left. Then he left, telling us most earnestly to think hard about our card.

I mention here, because I noticed it, that those were very thin, slick cards.

When the magician came on-stage, and after a brief smoke, he called the daughter of the family to my left to think about her card. He then drew it on a pad of paper. The three of diamonds! Ta-Da!

And we were off.

A good time was, I believe, had by all, and I eventually wandered my way home to resuscitate my cats, who had all expired of hunger in my absence.

Today, I write, and do laundry. In fact, the first load is drying, and the second is washing.  I wish I could say the same about the WIP.

I'm drinking my first of what I believe will be many cups of tea on the day, and I really ought to find something to eat.

How's everybody doing today?


Philosopher'sBirthday of Bluster

Mar. 7th, 2026 08:00 pm
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Last night, after a day of rain, the bright though waning moon shone through a gap in the clouds, bright enough to cast its light through the window panes onto the bedroom floor. If there was a thunderstorm in the night, I didn't hear it. Clearly there was a lot of rain, because the floor of the screen porch was awash in it this morning. It was a very damp, dark day with fog, so the fact that it was between 40 and 60 all day wasn't as inspiring as it might have been.

My major activity of the day was to make dinner--twice. Naturally, I forgot some of the things I wanted on my last trip to the store, and had to go back before I could start cooking. I had signed up to bring food to our friend Celeste. She has four children, and her 80-something mom, Esmerelda, also lives with them. Esmerelda got a bad flu that turned into pneumonia, and she ended up in the ICU, where her heart stopped and had to be restarted. Celeste was there with her for days, so friends have been providing things. Celeste's husband is gluten free. I wanted some GF cornbread mix that is really good, but naturally, when I got to the store, it was the one spot on the GF shelf that was completely bare. I thought about trying to make the mix myself with GF supplies I have at home. Then I thought of just bringing GF corn chips and salsa. For once, the easy path won. After the store, I drove to the bakery outlet and got a loaf of levain, a loaf of rye, a cinnamon roll for the Sparrowhawk, and a soft pretzel. It's terrible having that place five minutes away . . . it is a perpetual temptation, and one that can be so easily satisfied!

I cooked a ham and pot of beans--part black and part red beans, plus onion, peppers, tomatoes with chiles, about six spices, and a dash of barbecue sauce. I also sent them a salad with romaine, spinach, peppers, cucumbers, toasted pecans, and crumbled feta. I always think the best GF dessert is ice cream, so I put in a half gallon of vanilla with some chocolate sauce, peanuts, and strawberries to adorn it. We arrived at Celeste's house and had to knock a few times. She had fallen asleep, and woke up in time to stumble to the door. We brought our stuff in and handed it over to her husband, who as it turned out, was getting ready to go to Minnesota in the morning because his brother was sick. Poor them! It never rains but it pours. Hugs all around, and then we left so Celeste could get her nap. Later, she sent pictures of Esmerelda and one of the kids eating ice cream, and said everyone loved the food.

Then I drove home and quickly cooked some chicken breast I had rashly thawed and that needed to be consumed. I pan fried it with mushrooms and green onions, in a champagne and cream sauce with fresh herbs that I just happened to whip up . . . We had leftover green beans and mashed potatoes. It was good, and now I am tired. We're watching "For All Mankind"--not the TV show, but the documentary about the moon landings, with original footage and the voices of the astronauts themselves. It's unbelievably beautiful and poignant. Soon we'll call the Philosopher to wish him a happy birthday, and then we might call it a day.

Saturday morning, iced

Mar. 7th, 2026 09:00 am
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Saturday. Cloudy and mizzling. It is said by the weatherbeans that the temps will rise unto the mid-40sF by this afternoon. Right now, they are warning of frozen surfaces.

I have a ticket to see Michael Carbonaro this evening, and I suspect I will need to work out a Strategy in re not breaking a leg. Right now, I'm leaning toward going downtown early, finding a parking space Right Near the Arts Center, rather than just parking in the Concourse, and, I dunno, read or find something to eat until showtime.

Meanwhile! At just barely half-eight, I have risen, showered, dressed, treated my printer with olive oil, compiled and printed out a section that needs to be reworked-and-expanded, taken a picture of the Writing Disaster Zone which it afterward occurred to me that I cannot share, because the thing I really wanted to showcase -- aka the 28 x 15 inches pieced together printout which is the Entire Time Map for this novel -- could actually be read by someone with Determination.

Regarding the time map -- Yes, I am breaking out every trick I've ever learned. This is what it is to write with only one brain on the case. I mean, I do tell the cats what's going on and solicit their input, but, yanno, they have their own dreaming to tend.

All that said -- I should go find something that looks like breakfast.

Oh, wait. I heard back from CookUnity, which is very apologetic and free with the discounts and whatnot. They have not, however, answered my Core Question regarding the probable state of my food when it arrives on Monday, having sat in a warehouse, or an off-the-road delivery truck, or whatever for three days.

OTOH, I also gather from CookUnity that am Not Alone in this situation. I'm interested to hear that, down in Civilization, CookUnity maintains its own delivery fleet. That is not so for we who are off-Grid.

I have heard tell of another sort of co-op meal service, which utilizes chefs who are local to the customer, but I haven't actually tracked that down, yet.

Now, I'm going to go find breakfast.

How's everybody doing today?


SeaOtter of Bluster

Mar. 6th, 2026 08:43 pm
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Once again, I followed the pattern of waking up too often in the night, and then sleeping later in the morning. So there wasn't time to do much before we hied ourselves off to the cardiac care building to get a re-do of the stress test that failed so dismally last week. Everything went well this time. I cooled my heels in the waiting room, amusing myself by watching the varieties of people. There was another old guy in shorts and sneakers with no socks. Not the same guy as last week, but a different one. There was an older gentleman (well, heck, they were almost all old!) wearing brown corduroy pants and leather walking shoes. He was reading an actual book while he waited--the only one. The man with a TEAM GM jacket (also with some kind of union logo, but I couldn't peer at him enough to determine if it was the Teamsters for sure) was working on a Word Find book, which almost counts as a book because it is printed material and does contain words, though not in a linear order. Anyway, this week the technetium went down a treat and the pictures were taken, the Sparrowhawk received a slightly less stale package of ritual cheese crackers, and we were allowed to go home. The scans showed up on his portal a bit later in the afternoon, and as far as we lay people could see, there was nothing at all concerning about them. Of course we have to wait for the doctor to give his opinion, which he probably won't until Monday, but so far, it looks good. As the Sparrowhawk said, "Good job, you little ticker!"

When I turned on the news while making dinner, we saw that there was a tornado south of here. There had been a thunderstorm with torrential rain while I was in the waiting room. Probably the weather will be better tomorrow, but I'm already feeling good about not driving to a funeral in the morning. Strawberry Star is going, and she says they will leave at 7 am. I admire her, but no thank you.

Liaden Read Along

Mar. 6th, 2026 07:02 pm
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For those still playing along at home, I've added Carpe Diem to the Liaden Read-Along thread on Splinter Universe.

Intro  

Commentary 


Books read in 2026

Mar. 6th, 2026 05:30 pm
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11  *Scout's Progress (Liaden Universe® #6), Sharon Lee & Steve Miller**
10  *Local Custom, (Liaden Universe® #5), Sharon Lee & Steve Miller**
9   *I Dare (Liaden Universe® #7), Sharon Lee & Steve Miller**
8   Cuckoo's Egg, C J Cherryh, (audio first time)
7   *Plan B, (Liaden Universe® #4), Sharon Lee & Steve Miller
6   Getting Rid of Bradley, Jennifer Crusie (audio first time)
5   *Carpe Diem (Liaden Universe® #3), Sharon Lee & Steve Miller
4   *Conflict of Honors (Liaden Universe® #2), Sharon Lee & Steve    Miller
3   *Agent of Change (Liaden Universe® #1), Sharon Lee & Steve                 Miller
2   A Gentleman in Possession of Secrets (Lord Julian #10), Grace             Burrowes (e)
1   Spilling the Tea in Gretna Green, Linzi Day (e)

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*I'm doing a straight-through series read in publication order

**I screwed up and moved right on to I Dare from Plan B, therefore deviating from publication order.  I will now amend myself and go back to pick up Local Custom.


SeaOtter of Bluster

Mar. 5th, 2026 08:26 pm
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Feeling tired and with only a few odds and ends in my bag of coping strategies. I was awake too much in the night, and thus slept later in the morning, and forgot to hustle, so I didn't carry out my plan of grocery shopping in the a.m. We had a nice zoom with Deb and the Prussian. Nobody is having any emergencies at the moment. I fixed up a birthday card for the Philosopher. It was a pop-up card featuring jars of fireflies. I had a funny feeling as I looked at it. Some buried memory stirred within me, and I thought "Once upon a time, there was a time called summer. The evenings were warm and long. There were green leaves on the trees. Fireflies rose from the grass. They say this time will come again . . . but when it comes, will it find faith on the earth?" I wished the Philosopher many happy summer memories to come, so it must happen.

I dashed out to the store just before supper, because there was (almost) literally nothing to eat. There always is SOMETHING to eat around here, but there wasn't anything convenient or anything that fit my secret plan, which I usually have in the back of my mind. I brought home a cooked chicken and some potato salad and mac and cheese for the Sparrowhawk, from the deli. Also some KozyShack rice pudding, which really has a pretty decent roster of ingredients, not too much weird stuff, and which the Sparrowhawk likes. And a bunch of bananas. They have calories and go well with rice pudding. I'm still working on improving his nourishment.

We have declined an invitation to attend a funeral this weekend. It was going to be held at 10 am, in a place that is 2+ hours away. You do the math. We just can't get up that early any more. I could do the driving, but it would still upset the Sparrowhawk's schedule too much. He sent the friend who invited us (it's the friend's dad who is getting the send-off) a note explaining this, and I'm sure he understands, but it is saddening nonetheless. Deb was remembering how her mother, a formidable person in her prime, got older and stopped going places at night, and how Deb felt indignant. I remember when my own father quit going to funerals and things, and I too was indignant. "Oh for Pete's sake--pull yourself together!" Now, alas, I understand. There's a difference between grandly deciding that you WON'T do something, and realizing that maybe you just CAN'T. But, intimations of mortality or not, I know I'm going to feel sneakily victorious on Saturday night when I'm at home in my own bed. . . .
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Thursday. Sunny and chill. The cats are sitting in the sliders in Steve's office, squirrel watching. Am sitting in the comfy chair in my office. Drinking a cup of Darjeeling, I think, (edited to add:  It was Lapsang Souchung) and basking in the happy lite.

I find that I really don't have much to say this morning. I'm going to go get breakfast and hide inside my story.

How's everybody doing?

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Worked. Made stirfry for lunch. Scrubbled cats. Have a few things to clean up in the business office, need to wash the pots 'n pans, and do one's duty to the cats.

Then I believe I shall go back to Steve's office and recover the old, ill-tempered GNOME-based system, because COSMIC? Is not ready for prime time. I hate it that stuff gets released when it doesn't work, and by "doesn't work" I mean -- surely, the primary use of a computer is to handle files? I means, yes, they also do math, and play music, and host games, but these things are also file-based.

I see No Benefit to ... anyone ... in a computer system that can't reliably cope with its own files. So -- big step back for me, and fingers crossed that the recovery process is fairly seamless.

In other news, not content to nag me to sell my house, now there are people who want to buy my car. Given a new Forester costs on the order of +/-$40grand and I'm being offered +/-$27grand for my current Forester -- I don't see the appeal, aside having a new car, and it happens I ain't jonesing for a new car right now.

For those keeping score, the snow is melting fast under the sun and (cold) breeze. I had a go at smashing up the ice in the driveway yesterday, which, among other things, is pretty good therapy. However, I will not be so indulging myself today, because I really can't afford for my back to go out again.

I have not today seen the news, but I don't suppose we've jumped to a better timeline. Call me a pessimist.

I think that's all I've got.

Hope y'all are having a good day.
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I've been having a fascinating discussion with System76 Tech Support, who assures me that COSMIC is functional for many of their users, and incorporates all of the things those users depend on, which -- it boggles my brain, but I Am Only A Writer, and this thing is barely doing anything that I need and depend on.

Apparently, however, the ability to order one's own desktop is not a top-tier "feature." They're still working on that one and should have it ready by June.

In the meantime, the recovery ... didn't, so I'm kinda stuck. Happily, I am from the Past and still have access to sneaker-net. But it is kinda off-putting that I can't backup my day's work to the portable drive (in addition to Dropbox), because while I can see the damned thing in the margin, when I hit Copy Files To -- it disappears.

*throws hands in air* *catches them*

Anyhoots. I did work today. Tomorrow morning, Sarah comes to clean, and sometime tomorrow my first delivery from CookUnity will arrive.

Exciting times.

Everybody have a good evening. I'll see you tomorrow.
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Squeak, squeak, squeak.

Tech Support sent me a restore file, which I flashed to a thumb-drive and booted from and!

I'm back!

And all of my files are intact!

Cabana boy! Wine!

And a glass!


Frostbite of Bluster

Mar. 4th, 2026 07:41 pm
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The Sparrowhawk has a clever app that let him know that, as of yesterday, we had been together for 20,000 days! We would have liked to spend the day celebrating, but this was not entirely possible. I had to get up earlier than usual for my yearly dermatology appointment, which for some reason is usually scheduled before 9 am. Last year, they biopsied a spot. It turned out to be nothing. This year, they biopsied another spot. It's not really my idea of fun before breakfast, but on the bright side, they gave me a cute little kit with tweezers and scissors to remove the single stitch they put in the incision. It's like getting a goodie bag from your doctor. While he was checking out my spots, we had a conversation in which he confirmed that the Big Boy chain in southeastern Michigan was run by the Mafia. He grew up in Detroit, so he knew even more about it than I did.

After I got home, the Sparrowhawk went to his PT appointment. I sent off a brief text to Madame's crew to say I would be visiting today, and to ask if her hearing aid was working again. One of her friends said that yes, the hearing aid was fine now. But Mademoiselle responded with a long text explaining that she had intended to call everyone, but had covid again, so she was giving us the news via text. In consultation with Madame's doctors, they had decided to move toward palliative care, and the hospice team was coming today around noon to evaluate Madame's needs. To respect Madame's privacy, I won't get into the details, but she does have some ongoing conditions for which both diagnosis and treatment involve some risk and discomfort. I had been wondering how long they could continue with the process. I guess they've finally come to the point where the disadvantages outweigh the benefits. I was surprised and saddened, but I'm sure her family is doing the best they can for her. This cast a bit of a pall over a day on which I'd already been punctured. When the Sparrowhawk came home, we celebrated our 20,000th with takeout steak and eggs from the Grand Coney diner.

Today I went to see Madame a little earlier than usual, as I told Mademoiselle I would. I took her some coffee and cake, which she was happy to have. I planned to leave at 12 when the hospice team arrived. I wanted to stay until they came, because I thought it might ease the transition to other visitors. but 12 o'clock came and went. The staff brought Madame's lunch to her room, and we were in the midst of getting her set up at the table when her older daughter arrived. She's the one I had not met, who lived in Florida until recently. I think Madame had forgotten exactly who she was. She said, "Oh, now I'm going to have to start all over again with names and things." I introduced myself to her daughter and then bowed out. I haven't heard yet how the meeting with hospice went. I suppose I will eventually, if it is thought that I have a need to know.

Anything can happen day

Mar. 4th, 2026 07:43 pm
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What went before: Wednesday. Sunny and cold. Snowed a couple in on the overnight and today the beans are calling for temps near 50F.

My lap is Cat Central at the moment with Tali and Firefly, bumping, purring, prancing, and putting my tea in peril.

The plan for today is to write, write the small breaks for chores and meals. I really really want to get this book done.

What's everybody doing today?

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Firefly, Queen of the Toys

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I have Done Work. I'm not how much work, because I am now entering the squishy bit of the narrative, where I was just writing stuff down to hit a stopping point.

Tomorrow, I think I need to go back and mumblemumble, which will in theory help me to see the firm ground to the Real The End.

In the meantime, Steve's computer is upgrading to COSMIC DESKTOP, which is reported less quarrelsome than GNOME. Not that I've noticed GNOME being particularly quarrelsome, but I'm not a developer or a programmer, and System 76 does all the quarreling on their side of the transaction before ever it gets to me.

The cats are politely rampaging all over my office, in a gentle attempt to point out that it is Happy Hour.

Spoiler: It is not.

God She knows how we're going to weather the time change. P'rhaps I'll lock myself in the basement at 4 pm.

And so glad to hear, as I emerge from a day of staring at words, that congress doesn't care to stop the little man from burning the earth. So I guess that's fine, then.

Sigh.

Everybody stay safe. I'll check in tomorrow.

I hate this timeline.
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Oh, dear. So not a fan of COSMIC, which has sorted my desktop files into a configuration that possibly makes sense to it, but does not make sense to me, and -- I can't reorder them. This is not only Not Cool, but it's actively upsetting. I need to have the files in a Certain Place that makes sense to me.

Sigh.

Also, I lost my cool wallpaper, which is a shame, but not fatal.

Have written to System76 Support. They're gonna love me, over at Support.


Reading Past to Present

Mar. 3rd, 2026 08:10 am
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Tuesday. Sunny and cold. I should get the trash and recycling to the curb -- and I will! But right now it's too cold for your friendly neighborhood author to move. Also the driveway is a sheet of ice, so I'll have to put the ice grippers on my shoes.

Right now, I'm talking to you and drinking chocolate chai tea with half-and-half.

Early question from last night's post! "Haven't those guys ever read anything but SF?"

SHORT ANSWER: Dunno, but -- it's possible.

LONG ANSWER: I've talked about this before, and I'll preface the following iteration by saying that I'm not trying to police anyone's reading habits. Reading fiction is a relaxation. I'm not gonna tell you what beer to drink, either.

That said, and recalling that Local Custom, Scout's Progress, and Mouse and Dragon file under SF -- back when I was an eggling, It. Was. Not. Possible. to only read SF. Even someone who reads slower than I do had to read in a variety of genres, and while that doesn't mean that people not so inclined had to read romance books (which, BTW, did not exist in today's form), they did have to stretch their minds somewhat to encompass the protocols demanded by other genres. Maybe not by much, if they stuck to SF, and SF's first cousin, pornography; action novels, war stories -- but still broader than some people read today.

Because today, it is not only possible to only read SF, it's also possible to only read the teensy, tiny subgenre that you prefer above all others. You never have to read fiction that makes you even the smallest bit uncomfortable, or offers you the opportunity to think a New Thought, or to practice a confusing scenario that that you might well face in RL.

Back in The Day, we were also taught to read. That is, we weren't just taught the words and cut loose. We read out loud in school and answered questions. Now, I learned to read in a Catholic School, (an inaccuracy of its kind, but bear with me) and our primers chronicled the adventures of ... Ann and David, I believe. They were teaching stories and had rather heavy-handed morals. And after we read each little adventure, Sister would ask us -- Why did Ann do That Thing? Why was David worried? What did Mother say that you should all remember?

And I very much fear that the kind of reading lesson where children are taught to engage with the text, with the characters, and think about what the words mean, is a thing of the past, as well.

So! My tea's gone. I think I'll go rustle up some oatmeal.

Everybody have a good day.


Write Like a Girl

Mar. 2nd, 2026 08:11 pm
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Monday. Full moon shining down through the clerestory window in my office.

It has been a long, strange day. I wrote, broke for lunch, and did a few chores, then when back and wrote some more. Ghod this is easier with two brains. Ahem. Having said that, I'm not precisely sure where the day went.

It must have been the Gala Celebrations that put me on the wrong foot.

Now I know that my tax rate has increased from 12% to 21%, and what that means in actual dollar$, I was able to write the check to pay off the installation of the sliding doors in Steve's office. And there will be no more of that sort of frivolity in my life going forward, ref 21% above.

Tomorrow is All Errands All The Time. Wednesday and Thursday, most of Friday and Saturday, Sunday, and Monday are cleared for writing. Also, I really wish my brain was on my side, rather than the chancy ally it is. Flogging myself into a lather is really counterproductive, but all I can do is work around it.

I am, for those who have not given up on the whole Liaden Read-along, currently reading Scout's Progress, which, every time I read it, I think "Yanno? This is my favorite Liaden novel." It, with Local Custom, are of course the two Liaden novels Most Vilified by the Real Man Chapter of Real SF Readers.

Steve got not one, not two, not six, but many letters from chapter members urging him to "take control of his wife," "clear all that relationship crap out," and "write 'real' stories". It would have been comical if they hadn't been so angry.

I'm reminded of ... Hawthorne? "That damned mob of scribbling women?" -- I'm pretty sure it was Hawthorne. Local Custom and Scout's Progress are worldbuilding masterpieces, though I say it of my own work. In addition, they are subversive, as all "real" fiction should be, and SF most of all. The characterization is flawless, the dialog is lovely, and -- I'm just really proud of them, right?

But because they show the differences between cultures in terms of relationships, and families; in terms of the welfare of a child, and a woman who isn't safe in her home -- they were, as several chapter members who probably had never read one opined -- "Mills and Boon garbage." As well as "a disgrace," and "not SF at all."

Well. Rant off, I suppose. I should get something to eat, and a glass of wine seems to be in order.

I hope everyone had a good day. Yes, I've seen the news.

Stay safe. I'll check in tomorrow.


Rook's Birthday

Mar. 2nd, 2026 01:01 pm
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Happy second birthday to Rook Thunderpaws, aka Rookie the Cookie.


Aldebaran of Bluster

Feb. 28th, 2026 08:02 pm
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Yesterday was gloriously warm and sunny. It's so unusual when sun pours in the windows in the morning! It's almost overwhelming. It IS overwhelming for the Sparrowhawk with his new eyes. He sometimes has to wear shades indoors, like a Blues Brother. I changed the sheets, washed the sheets, washed my own clothes, cleaned the toilet, and made a quick and dirty bean soup for my lunch. I had two sets of meat juice, one from a ham and one from a pork loin. At least one of those had some barbecue flavor, so when it was added to two cans of beans, a chopped onion, and the perfidious carrots whose peeling caused me to slice my finger the other day, and which had been parked in the refrigerator to think about the naughty thing they did, it gave the soup a rather sweet flavor. It wasn't what one expects in a bean soup, but in my opinion, there was enough umami to counterbalance the sweetness and make it taste pretty good. I made it to suit myself, and given that I liked it, it was perfect.

And THEN I actually did go outside for an hour or so! I got the steel spade and shoveled out a pathway to each of the back doors, flinging the densely packed snow out onto the grass where I hoped it would finally melt. I attacked my forlorn raised beds and pulled up a lot of dead stems and grasses and bagged them. I couldn't pull any weeds out by the roots, because the ground is still frozen, but it helped to clear the brush out. My hellebores are still doing great, and some buds are coming up. I saw a handful of snowdrops, and on a sunny west-facing area in the back, some daffodil shoots are just poking their heads out.

Last time I went shopping, I bought some salmon from the bargain bin. I cooked it for dinner--fry it in butter, five minutes on a side, squeeze of lemon, perfect! With a baked potato and some zucchini with mushrooms, walnuts, and a dash of soy sauce.

Today was so different. Dark and chilly--no chance of seeing the planetary lineup next to the moon tonight. I was awake too much in the night and felt like crap in the morning, but when the Sparrowhawk suggested we could go to the bookstore, I wasn't going to turn it down. I used to go there all the time, and recently I've been missing it. Unfortunately, we arrived at the same time that everyone else had the same idea, and had to wait quite awhile to get a table in the cafe. We had paninis and lattes and shared a piece of cannoli cake. We browsed around, and the Sparrowhawk bought a beautiful book called "The Library of Lost Maps." He's enthralled with it, and ordered another copy to send to the Philosopher, who he says is "probably the only man who will understand it." On the way home, we stopped to put gas in the car for the first time. It took too long, because they've recently changed the process by which one can redeem reward points, and it took two trips into the store to get it straightened out.

We made it to church, as sketchy flurries of snow began . . . it will stop in an hour, they said . . . When we came out after an hour, it was snowing thickly and continuously and I had to brush off the car before driving home. Now everything is white again. Oh, but it's light and fluffy! Grr . . . I know, I know--this is Michigan, and it will snow several more times before Fool's Spring transmogrifies into True Spring at last.

Same as it ever was...

Feb. 28th, 2026 06:52 pm
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Saturday. The almost-full moon is casting tree-shadows over the snow in the Long Back Yard.

I wrote new words today! And did actual Brain Work on the WIP. And changed the bed, and did a load of laundry, and one's duty the cats; made lunch and was able to eat it, after.

Yes, we have reached the part of the whole pain thing where -- POOF! All gone. Just joking. You may now carry on with your life until I decide to randomly take five freaking days and fill them with pain and despair.

Sigh.

The cats were very happy that I joined them in Steve's office to work today. It really is the preferred space for serious endeavors, though the comfy chair in my office is, of course, very nice.

I made the Executive Decision to join Cook Unity, and have ordered in four meals, which will be delivered on Friday. This means I am guaranteed to have four (hopefully) good meals to eat, and will take the whole Cooking Angst off of my Angst Plate, which is currently overfull with Deadline Angst. I'm viewing this as a short-term thing to lower the overall anxiety in the household. Since they say I can cancel or put it on hold at my discretion, as soon as the book's turned in, I'll be doing that. Yes, I need Staff. Also, probably, a keeper.

Looking forward to next week -- we have Rookie's second birthday on Monday, March 2. All of Tuesday is reserved for errands, with needlework in the evening. Wednesday, Thursday, and most of Friday I am Free to Write, and on Saturday?

I'm going to a magic show.

So, I'm really, yanno, happy, that my back has decided to return to normal.

Yes, I've seen the news.

How's everybody doing?

Oh.  Here's a picture of Rook helping me make the bed.


Curlew of Bluster

Feb. 26th, 2026 08:26 pm
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Not crazy about this day. The biggest portion of it was taking the Sparrowhawk to have a stress test that probably was not necessary to begin with, but what can you do when the docs get the bit between their teeth. Preliminary imaging went just fine, and the nurse expressed her opinion that nothing of concern was revealed, though hastily emphasizing that she was not a doctor. They didn't want him to do the stress test on the treadmill, because it's an incline that they thought might be difficult for him to manage. There is much dread of patients falling off the treadmill, and certainly we would not wish for that to happen either. So they injected him with the chemical that mimics cardiac stress. He tolerated that pretty well. Then they tried to inject the radioactive tracer for a second set of images. At this point things went pear-shaped, as the line popped out of the port and spewed mildly radioactive fluid all over everything, except into the vein where it was supposed to go. So he had to be swabbed off and sent home, to return next Friday and do it all over again. Seriously, you guys--you had ONE JOB. And you do it all day long. One would think you could get it right. But no. They just sucked up three hours of our remaining lifespan, to receive no more than an "Ooopsie . . . my bad." And a package of inedible stale cheese crackers. I took him home and gave him his usual breakfast instead--in this case, a little sausage, fresh fruit, and toast with peanut butter and marmalade--and sent him to take a nap. But he was still debilitated for the rest of the day, and so was I, although with less excuse.

There were quite a few persons in various stages of debilitation and interesting presentations to be observed in the waiting room. In the parking lot, an elderly man got off one of those medical transport buses and limped along the sidewalk with his cane. It was about 32 degrees out, "feels like" 22 due to a bit of a breeze, and it was cloudy. This dapper gent was wearing a baseball cap and puffy jacket over a pair of red athletic shorts with a white stripe, and I think some crocs. Hey, it's Michigan.

I got a cryptic text from one of Madame's other friends, who was visiting her today and wondered if her hearing aid had been complete when I was there yesterday. Apparently it was no longer functional today. Oy. Well, I'm glad I was there while communication was still operative.

I think I must go outside tomorrow. I've about had it with sitting on my ass in an institutional setting, surrounded by potential futures that I dread. I don't think I can sink any farther toward this black hole without making SOME tiny gesture of defiance.
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What went before: Wednesday. Snowing and partly sunny.

Despite the distress it will of course cause his fandom, I am forced to report that Rookie the Cookie is a Schmuck. Or possibly only a Jerk. He's been knocking stuff off the shelves in the Tech Room -- notably, bottles of liquid toner, which apparently make a lovely thud-SMACK sound when they land (honestly, it's a very distinctive sound; I can recognize a toner bottle hitting the floor from two rooms away). I expect he doesn't really know that I can't easily pick the damn' things up right now, but -- aargh. Get a cat, they said, they'll be fun. Get a Maine Coon Cat, they said. They're very interested in their people and like to engage.

In other news, despite having felt somewhat better last night, I'm back to Square One (minus the THC) this morning. It occurs to me that I better line up a ride to my appointment at Thayer tomorrow afternoon, which -- aargh x 2. I hate bothering people to do stoopid stuff for me.

I've written to my PCP regarding pain management -- the idea being that, going in the front door with back pain (yes, I'm doing my PT homework) needs to be supported by another approach, because even my therapist said that this will keep happening, only as my core gets stronger, an episode will last ... less long. What I want, of course, is The Grail: something that will kill the pain, or get it down to manageable levels, and neither make me sick or fuzz me out, so I can write. And so I'm not a danger to myself or to the cats. That's important, too. As is eating. It's ridiculously hard to eat when you're in pain.

The cats are taking good care of me -- well. Firefly and Tali are checking in regularly to administer lap-sits and purr therapy.

Rookie's knocking shit off the shelves in the Tech Room.

In addition to pain management brainstorm, I arrived at the opinion that I should also figure out ways to work even when I'm feeling this bad. So! I have moved Writing Operations to the comfy chair in my office (which has been Back Pain Central), rigged up the laptop with my favorite keyboard, and brought the WIP, and the portable hard drive here, too. So, hopefully, I'll be able to continue with fixing stuff that's already been written, and that this episode of painful nonsense will vacate before I realio, trulio need to start producing New! Copy!

So, that's the somewhat muddled news from the Cat Farm and Confusion Factory.

How's everyone doing?
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So, that was no fun at all.

I don't want to get ahead of myself but I may have gotten around the Horn. Of course, I'm shaky because I haven't eaten anything for 3 days except peanut butter crackers (Note to self:  Buy peanut butter crackers; the damn things are lifesavers.) to buffer the meds.

I do have a ride lined up for my appointment this afternoon, so that's good, and my intention is to actually have breakfast and then come back to the comfy chair, do some work on the WIP, and not push things. And eat snacks. What a time to be out of hummus. Bad planning, past me.

Firefly is on my lap and purring.

I'm almost done my Russian Caravan tea Christmas present (Note to self: buy more Russian Caravan tea).

And that's that's the fascinating Thursday report from the cat farm and confusion factory.

Dictated to my phone.
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Did some work on the WIP, actually ate food. Steve Symonds gave me a ride to and from the hospital for my test, so that's taken care of. Managed to get the cat fountains changed out, which has been really bothering me. I'm such a bad cat mom. Talked to the accountant, and -- ouch. Not unexpected, but still. Ouch. I'll pick up the papers on Monday, when -- fingers crossed -- I hope to be Fully Operational.

In the meantime *whispers* my back is not hurting, which places as a Minor Miracle, and what I really want to do is go curl up (figuratively) and read Local Custom.

May I just say what a great job we did with Local Custom? The gradual unfurling of the leaves of character, the! worldbuilding!, the things that are said so very plainly and yet don't mean the same thing to the person you're talking with and -- I swoon. No, really.

Damn, I wish I could write like that.

Also? There's a description -- a Very Detailed Description -- of a counterchance board. I. Had. No. Idea.

So, anyway, I see the tax stuff, and that I have to Move Monies in order to satisfy the IRS and the State of Maine, but yanno what?

Imma go read.

Everybody have a good evening. I'll see you tomorrow.

No...really. I will.

Tali collecting overdue ear scrubbles:


WoodDuckDrake of Bluster

Feb. 25th, 2026 07:44 pm
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Last night, a remnant of the women's group came to my house. It was just me, Math Fairy, and our newest and youngest addition, La Pucelle. Strawberry Star was on a rather ambitious trip to accompany her vision-impaired dad to Florida to visit another family member. Calaveras had some family event starring one of her numerous grandchildren. Cabernet is still absent due to illness. Wood Elf didn't say why she was gone, but it may have been an errand of mercy to a friend who was preparing for surgery. We had some good conversation and fresh-baked chocolate chip cookies. I had intended to bake the cookies earlier and be prepared, but when I tried to turn the oven on, it wouldn't. I gave it three or four tries, but no. Luckily, I hadn't put the baking soda in yet, so I just kept the dough. An hour or two later, I tried the oven again, and this time, it turned on. So I quickly added leavening and baked the cookies. We're still calling the repair person, though. Much to my surprise, the stove is 12 years old now. I still think of it as the "new" stove, because we replaced it shortly after we moved in. My sense of time is askew.

When the door was opened for them to leave, I was astonished and displeased to see that it was snowing again!! In the morning, all the world was once more veiled in white. A very thin veil, to be sure, but I still found it so discouraging. Still, I set off to see Madame. I was a little late, and it just occurred to me that I might as well skip bringing the coffee and cake that I usually provide. After all, the point of a visit is the visit itself. My decision proved correct. When I got there, her side table was already strewn with the remnants of various unfinished beverages, and it was almost time for her to be called in for lunch. A contribution from me would have been superfluous. The staff kindly offered to bring lunch to her room, as they usually do. Alas, while they were setting the tray down, something slipped, and peas and meatballs tumbled all over the rug. A catastrophe! I helped clean up, and another plate was brought. Unfortunately for me, they brought a plate for me, too. I had politely turned it down, as I always do, but on this occasion, they forgot. And Madame simply would not hear of eating lunch unless I also partook. So, to get her to stop fussing, I was forced to consume pseudo meatballs, probably ground turkey, but quite possibly mingled with latex, pasty mashed potatoes and fake gravy, some canned peas, and a roll that I managed to nibble but not eat. Also a dessert (?) that I think might have been jello blended with cottage cheese and a few canned cherries. It was a lurid pink. Madame happily scarfed the lot, as I amused her with random chat. Honestly, if I had to face a dining experience like that every day, I would lose the will to live. The Sparrowhawk is always saying that I'm a saint, and I normally pooh-pooh this notion with some vigor, but that lunch was a step in the direction of martyrdom.

I got the car home in time for the Sparrowhawk to go to his PT appointment and then to the eye surgeon for a final check, at which it was pronounced that everything was healing up nicely. Next month he'll go to the optician to see if he still needs any prescription glasses. I'm hoping that he might not.

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